oh, no....

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you know its really really hard to be happy and get out of a deppresionate phase if your life sucks and every time you feel a bit better it does not take life 5 minutes for something to bring you down again.

5 minutes ago i felt kind of happy for the first time in 3 days (i was listening to music) and was having happy thoughts. then le knock on the door: “could you turn that down please? youre able to hear it on the other side of the apartment”.

FYI: it wasnt loud, it was completely normally volumed music. now i turned it down and i feel like i had to whisper if i had a friend over to now be too loud.
cause im super sensitive to criticism this is really getting over my head now

hahah everythings stupid

Posted on Saturday, February 11 2012.
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  3. oh-noo posted this
oh, no.... 24, male, germanish, physics master student (bachelor in th. astro physics), i LOVE music. i play guitar, bass, drums and the violin. if i could, i would become a musician. intp...

what i want from my life:
have a small house at a lake, likely in sweden, where i can play and record drums and guitar 24/7 and just be left alone, except for a dozen cats and dogs, until my life is over. i would love if my life were to consist only of chilling, swimming in front of my house, building/fixing my own house, playing drums and guitar aka writing songs, reading books, watching series/movies and cuddling with my cats/dogs.
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