January 2012
This is the best new years eve ive ever had. Im sitting alone in a random park in berlin at 2:30am after i abandoned my friends. ive been crying for the last 45 min. im so desperate and so sad that i cant take it anymore. Im probably not going to kill myself right now, but the next few weeks should decide if i have a future or not… Im not sure what to say except thatim a ticking.timebomb. I...
Im out of worda to describe how i feel. The last time this was the case was something which changed my life forever. I hope its not happening again….
Happy new year
December 2011
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“being sad never made anyone happy.”
– some guy
im gonna move to berlin for good tomorrow. its 7pm and i still have to put my whole room into pieces… i wanted to visit a friend today as well. i hope im done in 3 to 4 hours, but i doubt it.
not to mention the
-renting a big fucking huge car -put all my stuff into that huge big fucking car -getting some other stuff for a friend -drive 6 hours to berlin -get everything into the 4th floor...
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